Put your mind to it
Pre-Ritual
We finally reached a point where we can work on our ritual. Let’s focus first on the elements of the ritual that are specific to each session. I would also like to address all the things we need to prepare the days and hours leading to the event. The development of the core elements of our ritual, the ones that we will reproduce every time we perform it, will be discussed in the next chapter (The Ritual). In a later page, I will give you my own personal ritual as an example (The Vision Serpent Ritual).
The first thing we want to do in pour preparation is define our goal for this specific ritual. There is no reason to rush. In fact if we succumb to precipitation, the ceremony will likely be fruitless if not hurtful. I cannot understate the risk of using this technique to accomplish a goal that is not right for us. Be careful what you wish for. Take your time to find the right objective and define it clearly. Imagine a one-sentence prayer of sort that expresses your goal clearly. If you don’t like calling it prayer, how about a wish? This sentence is the physical expression of your intent. By saying it out loud, you modify the world around you and forces it to acknowledge your desire. That is what speech is. We say things to modify our environment. We express ourselves to materialize something from the inside towards the outside. Take meticulous care in the wording of that prayer. You will repeat it a hundred times during your ritual, as a reminder of what it is you are trying ot accomplish. If you are a believer, it can be useful to involves forces that are beyond you, like God, spirits or any entity that inhabit your spiritual world. Ask them for help or guidance. Make sure it fits your system of faith. End the sentence with an assertion of your goal (like “I pray you” or “I desire it”). As an example of such prayer, here is one I wrote (notice the shamanic tone): “I call the Spirit and my Guides of Light. Please help me understand these plants and show me how they can carry me further on my Spiritual Journey. I pray you.” As a Buddhist, I would strip it from any mysticism and simply say “I want to use this plant to make progress on my spiritual journey.” Notice how this particular example is about the ritual itself. I recommend you do the same for your first few rituals. Using the ritual to improve the ritual is a powerful technique that will allow you to learn how to use this tool at a speed you can’t even imagine. Self-initiation is the wonderful power of Shamanism.
Once you have your prayer, say it out loud or write it down. You must confront any doubt and uncertainty. If your objective sounds silly or unrealistic or pretentious once expressed clearly, be honest with yourself and adapt it. You must also make sure your goal is specific, but not too specific. If you lock yourself in pursuit of something too specific, you inevitably lower your chances of receiving that specific thing. Remember the substance cannot be controlled. It can only be gently steered in the right direction.
On another hand, choosing too vague a goal is as good as letting the substance decide for you. It’s not an uninteresting experience as it certainly is a lesson in surrendering and the ritual will be full of surprises, but as we aim for spiritual growth, we must decide where we want to go next on our journey. Therefore, in most cases, we’ll want to aim at the right sport between specific and open-ended when we choose our goal.
The final pitfall to avoid is choosing an objective that involves a mental activity. The only thing that stands between you and Enlightenment is your mind. It is your mind that makes you see yourself as separate from the rest of the universe. It is your mind that built your ego with all your tastes, values and opinions. It is your mind that makes you see time and space, which are really filters of what is. It is your mind that is the seat of your judgment. Much the same way, the entheogenic substances will try to show you things that your mind isn’t willing to accept. Whatever is shown to you, your mind will interpret, categorize, judge. The only thing between you and a blissful entheogenic ritual is your mind.
In summary, your objective should be right for you, clearly defined, realistic, not too specific and not too broad, unrelated to intensive mind activity. Suitable objectives include things like understanding reality, uniting with the divine, understanding yourself, learning or improving something specific like a meditation technique, understanding your purpose in life, exploring an aspect of your faith like chakras or karma… Objectives I don’t recommend are reading, writing, philosophy, metaphysics or the study of sacred texts… The reason these aren’t really suitable is because they are mental activities and the mind invariably ruins the ritual. Bear in mind though that for all these goal that aren’t really recommended it is always possible to work on them outside the ritual then use the ritual to explore them further, to go deeper, find new ideas or new angles to look at them.